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Hello Dear Friends!



Like I said, something bad was going to happen with all the good luck that has been coming my way. My poor dog Jazz died today. I woke up with him next to the bed. It was unusual that he didn't get all anxious like he usually does when I put on my slippers to take him out. I noticed he wasn't eating much either when I fed him. He was supposed to go for his rabies shot next week and right there I was going to see what was wrong with him.

Daughter and I will be going to cremate him today and spread his ashes around the park he loved to growl at other dogs. I don't think I will be getting another pet anytime soon, its hard to go through this again especially for my daughter she loved playing with him.

I'm gonna take some time off again from Poser even when the new PC arrives. I'm going to make a piece for him and hang it in his favorite spot.

I hope you take care of yourselves and I will be back again in a while.

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Since my birthday was total crap, I felt all bummed and just felt I didn't care anymore, but thanks to a few people for perking me up, ya know who ya are ^_^.

My Poser has been a pain in the ass where it renders hella slow or not at all. So I have been doing other stuff like hand drawing in Manga Studio EX so I can spruce up my skills.

Now on to the matter, do you believe in luck? I mean you the luck where you feel that nothing is going right for you and you feel like there is no hope for you in the world. Yeah I have been having the worst of luck to the point of depression. But then suddenly out of the blue shit starts happening and you are like NO FUCKING WAY this is happening. A string of good things have been happening and Im thinking "OMG something bad is going to happen I just know it." Lol

I have recently had some good news that will benefit my daughter and I financially and now I am able to get everything I have always wanted for my daughter and not only that, I will be able to get a better and faster computer so I can pop out more art better and crisper looking too and finally my Vue6 wont just sit there doing nothing. And I will be able to buy some cool stuff for Poser as well.

Funny how everything just started happening after my birthday, I was born on a Friday the 13th so I am imagining if that has anything to do with it and my bad luck is finally ending (Lol I highly doubt it).

Now I will be able to work on the project I was set out to do, hopefully do good there as well.

I am also wondering if I can do commissions of art for people who would like them. Either drawn or 3D, I been wanting to try that but I highly doubt anyone would want to ask me to do art for them. So Im letting that sit on the shelf for a while.

I will be getting the PC hopefully soon so I am backing up my entire runtime, YET AGAIN, so I will not have to reinstall everything all over again.

I hope everyone is doing well and I hope to be making more art.

SilverJesterUnknown as soon as I get the new PC I will do what I had to do a long while back, sorry its taking so long.

Hello Dear Friends!


3/30
As you have seen I am on dA more, I have internet access again, but I will be limiting myself since I have things to do in the real life, and I also need to get on to a project someone asked me to do. I gonna be busy, busy, busyyyyyyyyyyyy!

3/19
Yeah had some time to update my dA journal, I will be visiting the New York Public Library from now on since my sister's place is so far away and the library is VERY close to where I live, didn't know that O_O!
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My sister created herself a dA account, now that she has the internet she can submit pieces , since she works for the light company and is hella busy with her husband and child she might not submit as much as she wants. I will be borrowing her internets from time to time to submit mine whenever I can. Right now I am using a wireless access point to use the PSP's internet browser to write this. Hope the person I am borrowing it from doesn't cut me off anytime soon

Here she is, my sister's account , she is a beginner Poser user, please don't be too harsh yet, lol.

Right now I am giving her my entire runtime so she has a lot more to use, she had limited stuff, I want to see what she comes up with with the stuff I give her.